Friday, August 2, 2013
I cannot believe it is August! Where the heck did the year go?
I am apprehensive about this month because I turn 34! This brings the worry that I will soon be considered of maternal advanced age thus a high risk pregnancy if in fact I do get pregnant. Never would I have thought that this was an actual term but now I know it is. I apparently will be high risk if I do not conceive after November since that would make me 35 by the time I give birth. One more strike! One step at a time though because I have to first get over the hurdle of getting preggers then worry about the rest......
July was a disappointing month; I did not ovulate and looks like I will have to induce a AF. Bummers! I hope my birthday month will be good me. There is a comfort level that comes with seeing AF regularly. It makes me feel like I still have a chance in the matter. Without AF, things get tougher and harder to deal with.
So God help me.