I have been so down I have no particular emotion to describe how I feel. After 8 days of daily Follistim shots, my poor lil follies would not respond. Despite having an AFC of 3 on the left and 2 on the right, they stayed so small and sometimes even shrunk. My estrogen was a mere >25, meaning my chances were slim to none. This despite a nice lush lining of 9.6 (what’s the point?) If everything else did not look so good… then again, this is one less thing to worry about. Mission aborted.
I somewhat expected the worst but it still hit me so hard that I fell without knowing I had fallen. I am trying to stay positive but it is hard. The past few days I have not been taking all my vitamins and even cancelled acupuncture this week. I need to pull it together. My poor hubs does not know what to do at this point coz I don’t even know what I want. He thinks we should take a break but I don’t believe that is the answer.
I need a sign to show me the wayL